Let the fun begin!

Dear Diary,
This is my first official entry! A very positive and creative co-worker has inspired me to do this. I hope i'm able to convey to you what has been happening over the past year and leading up to our special day. It's so hard to decide where to begin.

I guess a little background is needed. How can I expect you to understand if you don't know who I'm talking about:) I met my fiance`, we will call him J, sophmore year of high school. He sat in front of me in math class. We became friends and a crush was born. It came time for our Annual Winter Formal and everyone kept telling me I should ask J to go with me instead of waiting for him to ask me. I mustered up all my guts and put my big girl panties on and as soon as he sat down I asked, "Hey, are you going to the Formal?" He replied, "Yes, I just asked Amy last period to go with me!" Inside I was crushed but mananged a smile and said "oh, ok cool." He then replied with, "maybe we can all go together!"
Exactly what i wanted to hear, right. So i ended up going with one of his friends who i hated and then we ended up dating on and off for five years!

J dated another girl for the same amount of time and we remained friends over the years. We went to the same college. Took turns giving rides to and from school, called each other whenever our significant others were getting on our nerves but always managed to have a great time together.
One thing my mom always said to me was, if it's meant to be it will be. Which i never wanted to hear but like every other time in my life, mom is always right! God, that was hard to write. haha

It only took us 14 years to realize what we were looking for all along was right in front of our faces the entire time. J and i went to dinner one night, like we had done hundreds of times before butt his time was different for some reason. We both realized there were real feelings there and thats when it happened. The kiss i had been waiting for since i was 14! It must have been pretty good because this June will be four years since that night and i couldn't imagine my life without him. 

I think this gives a good foundation for the rest of the story. I don't want to ruin all the fun on the first entry:) You will have to wait and see what unfolds.

Until next time my Dearest Diary.
All my love,
 The Blushing Bride To Be